Acid - Porno - Christ

woo!

2010-02-02T00:24:45Z

I can use LJ in my new phone... makes me happeh. :D

hokayso

2008-10-25T09:30:38Z

Scratch the last entry.

I'm too goddamn old to be changing my mind so much...

Bah.

Good news, meet bad news.

2008-10-16T21:07:02Z

So the bad news is...
Alicia and I broke up. </3
We were not happy anymore.
It was mutual.
We're still best friends though, and she now is happy with her new girlfriend.
So it's decent news, anyways.

Now for some comic relief.

Dave: Ugh. Seriously. Let's just be gay. Gay people aren't mean; they just buy scented candles.
Me: LMAO.

Dave: dude you have no idea how hard i was laughing when i saw that... i was also thinking I knew it! Sigh's acually a 13 year old girl!
Me: You KNOW I'm not a 13 year old girl, what the fuck!

Dave: Dude, do you have that new volcano taco from taco bell down there?
Me: Yeah, why?
Dave: It's not anywhere near volcano. It's like, the Gary Coleman of spicy. Not much to expect.
Me: lmao.

Dave: ϖ ϖ
Dave: They look like butts.
Me: It looks like butts.
Dave: lmao WOW
Me: lmao!

Dave: lol no I never had sex with her
Dave: BUT
Dave: I shall
Dave: in her BUTT
Me: hahaha.
Me: Another victim of Buttfucker Dave.
Dave: lmfao
Dave: ...
Dave: Buttfucker Dave
Me: Sorry, Studly Buttfucker Dave.
Dave: lmao

Drinking.

2008-10-06T04:04:21Z

Another sleepless night, eh.
Well. It's only 11... but it will be a sleepless night, I'm sure.
Usually is.

I like vodka.

It's my essence of life. :)

I'mmm a total text whore, heh.
xD

I have nothing important to update on.

'Cept this conversation I had with Dave earlier.....

Me: "Booyah!"

Dave: "Porn."

Me: "Nevermind."

Dave: "Yeah."

Dumbest conversation, ever. =/

<3333333

Sooo...

2008-10-01T10:13:51Z

I cutted all my hair off...
Yep.
It's all gone.
Well.

Mostly gone. Hahaha.

Yeahhh....

I stole this from a Shrub by the name of Kay.

2008-09-15T09:33:17Z

You're on my friendslist. I want to know 36 things about you.

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

AA Meetings Held Here .... BYOB.

2008-09-13T04:39:05Z

I felt like writing today, just for the shit and giggle sake of writing.
But I don't know what I feel like writing about, so bear with me.
I've been doing a lot of vicodin lately, that may be why... lol

SO...

I've been doing a lot of fractal art lately. I decided it's fun, even though I'm not very good at it yet I don't think ... But I'm practicing and getting better.

I had therapy today. It was fun. Except that the doctor that Alicia and I both see was being very mean to her. Because she's a bitch.

What else ... Oh, I've been thinking of going to college for photography ... And something to do with computers, because I'm not sure being a photographer pulls in much income... So I need at least two skills to support me in my life.

Besides selling drugs.

Gonna watch a couple of movies tonight with Caleb and Alicia ... Should be fun. I hope. Hope I don't fall asleep again, heh.

Oh, but on the downside, I seem to be losing more and more money everytime I turn around... Apparently someone opened a dispute claiming they haven't received their product, even though I shipped it PRIORITY on the 2nd... So... I don't know. Fuck.

On a brighter note... I have vicodin, and it makes boogers worth eating. lol
I wonder, is there like, a "booger-eaters-anonymous" online somewhere? Or like, a group meeting somewhere?... HMM...Something to ponder...

Thus ends my post. Blahhh.

Change.

2008-09-10T07:58:28Z

So. I completely changed around my Livejournal layout... I think it looks nice. My background picture is a picture I took myself. I think it's beautiful. Photoshopping was done by Alicia... cuz she is awesome.

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Man. I NEED DRUGS.

Someone help me out. =)

Pretty please?

Do you like sexy goth girls covered in blood?

2008-09-05T14:10:38Z

I think overdosing is nature's way of saying "That wasn't your best idea yet."

Anyways. Back to my original question. Do you? I have photos for you. ;o)

Visit this link. http://dreamsstillweep.deviantart.com/gallery/#Slutface

Models: Alicia, my beautiful baby - Kassidy, our pretty little friend, and David.. the murderer. =D

And feel free to check out the rest of my gallery... I'd appreciate that. =) And if you feel like it... show your friends! =D That would be awesome.

Love to all ...

....

2008-09-01T08:50:42Z

You're a star, steal my car- just save me
On a roll, sell my soul- forgiveness
Crossed with red, think I'm dead- its over
Words you said, leave my head- or hold me
Holy ground, cup of dirt- down payment
Smell your shirt, and I hurt- till tomorrow
I feel like I'm chasing the guy from Lucky Charms
Fell in love, out of love- still dreaming
Flying blue, without you- slow motion
Baseball champs, gothic vamps- and stage fright
I laugh hard, as a guard- I'm crying
Now you're gone, I'm a wave- without direction
Baby born, lost its way- in the forest
I feel like I'm chasing the guy the from Lucky charms
Now I'm gone
Now I'm gone
Now I'm gone
All alone
All alone
All alone

Now I feel like I'm chasing the guy from Lucky charms
All alone
All alone
Leaving home
Leaving home
All alone

I have decided.

2008-08-31T04:01:10Z

I like morphine.

Man, I'm so tired.

I want to buy the book "Are You There, Vodka? It's Me Chelsea!"

by Chelsea Handler ...

And I hate people who fuck over other people ...

Like my mom's roommate. Blah.

This is a poem I wrote while I was harshly feeling the lack of sleep I suffered the other night .....

Good Morning, Wood

Oh, how I so wish,
You weren't here every morning.
You cause me so much grief.
You make my mother scorn me.

Oh, for just one morning,
How I wish I could,
Wake up and not have to say:
"Good morning, morning wood."

Yeah... That's the kind of thing that happens, when I lose sleep. =)

Hello again, LiveJournal World...

2008-08-18T20:51:49Z

It has been 125 weeks since I've last updated my Livejournal... but I missed it, so, here I am. How fare thee, world of livejournal?

A few things have dawned on me these past few months, and I felt like sharing.

#1) Have you seen these new things they have for pet hair? They're gigantic laminating sheets. Who thinks of this stuff? Really, what kind of pothead was sitting around one day and said, "All this hair my cat's been shedding is annoying me... what if someone made a really, really...really big laminating sheet, and stuck it to the couch to take all the pet hair off of it?... That's brilliant!"

...People these days.

#2) Isn't it kind of funny how the term "Make fun of" is thought of today as cruel and malicious, when originally the term simply meant what it says... To make fun of! To make something fun, or humorous. Not to be evil or malevolent, just to be comical... or giggly, like the pothead who made the giant laminating sheet things for pet hair!

Lastly, #3) WHERE THE HELL IS WALDO!?

I think that's all for now...

Peace be with all. <3

These two should be married. Like, forserious.

2006-03-26T06:54:01Z

Bloodthirsty.
A bloodthirsty devil in the shape of a girl.
One mortal at a time, she slaughters the world.
A deadly grip on the throat of her victim.
Bored to bits, she only wants to play with him.
Her fingers are long and slender with deadly nails,
With a venomous touch, like scorpion tails.
Her teeth like a bonesaw, to rip through skin.
She finds her Heaven in a world full of Sin.
She lures them in with a glance of seduction,
Her wicked half-smile sends the instruction.

"Come a little closer, you know what you want. Of course,
What you don't know is that I only want you for your cold corpse."

He walks boasting a cocky little grin, he thinks that he's in it.
But she had something in mind that he obviously didn't.
With her precious fangs, pearly white, piercing as her stare.
She wants only one thing - a body filled with flesh to tear.
She wants the blood, the insides, she wants them all,
She wants to nail his eyeballs to her blood-drenched walls.
But he doesn't know, his hormones rage, strutting in strides,
She smells it in him, her hormones flare, he won't survive.
All she wants is the blood swimming through his veins,
His last day will be filled with unimaginable pleasures and pains.

"Come a little closer, you know I want your body.
What you don't know is I want it pale, cold, and rotting."

If He Chooses
His mouth exhales a series of murders.
But he could never Truly hurt her.
"Worry less, It was all for the very best,"
Spoke the knife standing from her chest.

As it drips in Red like semen from the virgin's hole.
Ripped, torn, deflowered, then devoured whole.
Needles conspire to penetrate those pretty veins...
He skull-fucked her because he liked her for her brain.

His tears drop in a string of grisly mutilations.
His name stings frightened lips all across nations.
He doesn't love a soul, and cares for even fewer.
His heart pumps only the contents of the sewers.

The newest girl, they hear, was brave and showed no fear.
They found her on the picket fence, throat slit from ear to ear.
He fucked the wound and filled it with his filthy love.
Near her corpse, he lay the remains of a severed dove.

It got worse with his first, he was obsessed with her eyes.
He reached and gouged it out while fucking her from behind.
As her screams got him off, he fingered the bloody eye hole,
Turned her around, knocked her out and finished in her skull.

The first boy was a priceless toy he'd never forgotten.
His corpse lay in his bed still, tied, dried, and rotten.
He still plays with the parts he'd kept of the once living.
Gnawing the bone, fucking the skull, receiving as much as giving.

And he'll never stop, he just can't get enough.
Without a slaughter, there's just no getting off.
He'll take every little piece if he so chooses to!
And you should feel lucky if he so chooses you.

borrowed dreams of some imagined future. all wrapped up inside this borrowed dream.

2006-03-20T06:22:53Z

Razorblade rainbows to cut by the time,
Candied needles to pierce fallacious eyes,
Precious pins to push in through the skin,
Neon black hearts in dreams of the sins.

A soul ground into pixie dust,
Broken bonds of liar's trusts.
Infectious cavities of decaying crust.
The skin is rotted, and joints rust.

Pray for innocence, pray for youth.
Pave in roses, the path you choose.
Else litter with men smiling in a noose.
But whatever you do, just don't lose.

The path you choose is up to you,
It's up to you whether you win or lose ...

This is no Star of Mine. This happens all the Time...

2006-03-20T03:43:06Z

You won't see what I've become.
You'll wait and watch and still,
You're only let down.

You won't see what I've become .....

'Cause this feeling,
Has dawned the face of you.

A Violent Reaction.
Struggling only to keep myself alive.

My ears hurt.

bloodpoetic @ 2006-03-17T17:41:00

2006-03-17T23:59:24Z

Dear Diary,

My day sucked.
My face is scraped and sore.
My knees are bruised.
My happy mood was beaten.

I hate people. I hate people. I hate people a lot.

End.

PS. Happy St. Patty's.

Double fuck nuts!

2006-03-16T02:24:47Z

Poetry.

Cut Out My Eyes [I Don't Know]
I don't know if I'm coming down this time, babe.
I don't know if this wound heals,
I don't know if these scars fade.
I don't know how to tell you this,
I don't know if I can keep living this way.
(Cut out my eyes, so I can't see our past exists.)

I don't know how to remember to breathe.
I don't know why I can't seem to think straight.
I don't know when things became so bleak.
I don't know why I can't stop my shaking.
I don't know exactly what you do to me.
(Cut out my eyes, so I don't see the smiles you're faking.)

I don't know this time, how things will end.
I don't know how we made it as far as we did.
I don't know why you turned away from me for him,
I don't know how things are different from then.
I don't know why we try to bury all our sins.
(Cut out my eyes, so I can't see those horrid things again.)

The faces of the past are still haunting me.
Your breathing is just begging to break my heart.
The sound of those voices are everso taunting.
You tried to write past and ripped the paper apart.
You lied, you told me love me, need, want me.
(Cut out my eyes, your face is starting to scare me, sweetheart.)

Second-Best
I know there's so many better than me, in your eyes.
That's really quite easy for me to see, despite the lies.

Your words hide a ring of truth, but a ring is just an outline.
In your actions lies the proof, that you've never been just mine.

(Why am I always second-best?)

So willing to bleed that I've wedged a razorblade between each rib.
So desperate to please that I've given everything that I can possibly give.

Have I become too scarred to heal? I couldn't let myself believe this is real...
We broke the vows in blood we sealed, I'm too scared to even feel...

(How do I end up following the rest?)

I'll sit and pick and rip the scabs, just to pry open the wounds.
When I sat nights, alone and cried, I saw your face in the bloodiest of moons.

I traced my hands over this flesh that you've turned into scars.
When I hung my head, cold and dead, remembering when we used to wish on stars...

(How can I be expected to breathe the same air?)

My heart has become only an empty casket, a hollowed shell.
Just remember the days we swore we'd walk each other out of hell.

The end.

hearts&huggles

gonna get in the car with a smile&a burn that I put on my arm the day you went away girl

2006-03-14T02:09:27Z

I decided to post some poems....
Some good.
Some not so good.
:]

Candyland Whores
Candy coated razorblades,
Gaping wounds in sugar flesh,
Bleeding black licorice,
Lick it up,
Now laugh it up.
Bittersweet.
The blood of love.
Sweet as candy.
Thick as mud.
Grab a pixie stick,
Crush it up,
line it up,
snort it.
Sucking ShockTarts.
Broken Candy Hearts.
Distorted,
like the smile on their faces.
The kids in the candy stores.
The little CandyLand whores.
Choke down tooth decay,
Snort Smarties like Cocaine.
Inject LaffyTaffy into the vein.
Sugar cuts.
Bloody Runts.
Purple Nerds in lust,
with Pink Pixie Dust.
Gag ball Gobstoppers,
Chocolate covered bee stings.
A Jawbreaker to break her,
and steal the candied rings.
Now how sweet is it, really?

bleed[h]er.
Pay for all your scars.
You know nothing is free.
Your subscription to die,
Time for the monthly fee.
You wanted it all,
Well you got what you asked for.
I took the hardest fall,
Like never before.
Digging fingers into dirt,
As if gouging the face of God.
With the sweetest intentions (to hurt),
Finger - nail - abortion - needles -
Nuns atop the holyfuckingchurch,
Fucking themselves on the steeple.
And the STD-creepy-priest,
With glee he screams, "Praise lobotomies!
The kids don't even remember me."
And despite my apologies,
All the viktim-wannabe's still scream,
"This is your fault - you did this to me!
I never got my [un-]fair chance!"
I'm sorry? Well, I'm not.
What did you think I meant by "Dance,
Dance motherfuckers, dance."
You fucked up your own life,
Like needle-fucking fetuses.
You. The fly with a n g e l wings.
Killing your "lovers" with a thousand stings.
Yet somehow this is my fault.
M y f a u l t -
That you're a fucking murderer,
Dead-soul molestor. Dirty needle masturbator.
For every finger in the broken soul,
Is worth two for the fuck hole.
Finger-raping the bleeder,
How much longer does he need her?
Cut-throat kisses to every motherfucker,
Because one traitor deserves only another.
With their skinless lips,
Kissing in ignorance and bliss.
With the taste of angel piss
swelling on their tongues.
Filling their lungs with demon's cum.

Bleed like an angel.
Burn like a f l y .
Die on your knees with tears in your eyes.
Born feet first and too afraid to cry.
Bleed like an angel.
Burn like a f l y .

anything at all
walking, fading,
awake and waiting.
my breath comes out
like choking. gasping.
frostbitten fingers tips,
circling. tracing. pacing.
the maps I'm reading
make no sense to me.
definitely indefinitely,
until the death of me.
I'm scared to death of
what I've been chasing
endlessly.
hearts beating
too quickly.
Irregularly.
this is what it's like,
to be Me.
being Me
has never been easy.
strength through bleeding.
bleed out the poisoning.
poison all the grieving.
grieve for the weeping.
weep for those dying.
die for believing.
believe in anything.
anything at all.
anything at all.
anything at all...
but keep breathing.

Cheater
I couldn't believe it,
You cheated.
The one thing I thought you'd never do.
Do I deserve this?
I feel worthless...
You made all my nightmares come true.
Congratulations,
This situation,
Is one I've been in a few times too many.
You brought me here,
With my worst fears.
Aren't you proud of what you do to me?
Don't ya just love it?
I couldn't quite cut it.
I always knew I'd prove myself unworthy.
And you made it so,
So I'll leave you alone.
At least I can say you're happy in my misery.

Waiting For Winter
The clouds are moving so fast,
South bound. Destination now.
Anywhere away from the past.
Staring down, me on the ground,
Going where the sunshine lasts.

And then the nightsky rains leaves,
Where endless roads are paved.
Melodic words swing on the breeze,
That pushes its way past in waves.
And you can hear the trees scream,
That their feet are chained as slaves.

I'm just waiting for winter, so I can remember.
How cold it felt for me to hold her in my arms.
And I'm waiting for winter, so I can remember.
How frost bit my hands when I held her heart.
I'm just waiting for winter, so I can forget her.
And forget that she just loved to rip me apart.

Shattered Mirrors
A screaming whisper
A dried out tear
Sometimes when I cry
You cannot seem to hear
And when I have to scream
Only you can hush the fear

But sometimes I can only see you through cracked mirrors

But the blood still glows
Where the tears won't flow
And dead flowers grow
Through bloodstained snow
Where my faith struggled boldly
Many a moon ago
Only to be answered coldly
And pushed to the graves below

Glistening red smeared across the cracks in the glass

When my eyes seem to stay dry
I can still make my flesh cry
Crimson shows the emptiness inside
Still I greet sorrow with arms open wide
Salt the wounds of the skin I break
I'll turn my face and try to hide
I know sometimes faith can fade
But if you take your life then so will I

I can only see pieces of you in the shards of shattered mirrors

Four.
If I'd chosen to forget, I'd forget about every thing.
If I choose forgiveness, I'll be with you, but haunted, forever.
What was the defining moment those four years ago?
That would have us binded, through our scars, together.

on.Repeat
I See this Happening all over again.
Just the way it Happened Before.
Seen These Scenes too Many Times,
And I Don't Want to see Them Anymore.

I've Read this Book over,
From Beginning to the End.
I've Marked all the Best Pages,
That I Will Someday Read Again.

Your Words and Precious Lullabies,
Your Promises and All Your Alibis,
They're All Just Songs on Repeat.

The Artist's Sketchbook Recorded
Her Loyalty Sealed in Forms of Blood.
Pretty Words Burned into Paper.
A Flower Drowning Within A Flood.

It Seems the Year's Events Walk in Circles.
And Everday I Still Wake Up Alone.
I Feel a Choke in the Back of my Throat,
I Feel ReArranged Like The Picasso.

Your Words and Precious Lullabies,
Your Promises and All Your Alibis,
They're All Just Songs on Repeat.

Just a Record Playing on Repeat.

Smiles Touch
What did you want?
What did you need?
What is it about me,
That you can't seem to leave?

What are you waiting for?
What did I do so wrong?
What is it about me,
That made you vanish for so long?

Where did you take my stars?
Are you going to give them back?
Without them, the world ...
Is just one, big void of black.

Why did you pick me, dearest,
Why do I deserve this?
I feel myself crumbling underneath,
As our smiles touch at the lips.

I think that's plenty for now....

Aw, gee whilikers.

2006-03-10T12:56:03Z

Dear Noodlez,

No, that previous journal entry had nothing to do with you. Silly mongoose. :P
You + Me = Bro's Fer Life.

Hearts&Huggles,
Sigh.

With that said. :D
My hair is softtttt. [pets hair] heh.
I'm bored. [picks nose]
Let's seeeeeee... Ah! Pictures! :]

That's me. Sitting in Christina's car. Looking at Caleb in the backseat like "What the fuck?"... I look like shit. XD Though Christina thinks I'm "just mad cuz you can't see my purple eye stuffies!"[eyeshadow].

This is me hugging Ozzy. Cuz he's my dad. :D

This one's for Little Astrid. Haha! ♥

Yeah, it DOES say God Bless America. Noodlez and I stole that sign. :D Yeah we rock, I know.

And this is my awesomely cool shirt. Also proof of my identity! I am SIGH. Let it be known! ;]

My nifty tattoo on my wrist. Not the best shot ... I need a better picture. Oh well. :]

kay, that's all. Enjoy. Maybe more later. If I can't find anything else to write[type] about.

hearts&huggles!! to all

Neverland, the Tragedy.

2006-03-04T22:30:56Z

Eh...
Legs was right.
Nothing does last forever.
Nothing is infinite.

Fuck me for not learning that sooner.

heh.

Hardcorebored.

2006-02-27T18:45:54Z

Check out Little Astrid's (former singer-songerwriter of Astrid Haven) solo project, "The Little One"

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink.

02. Swam with wild dolphins.

03. Climbed a mountain.

04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive.

05. Been inside the Great Pyramid.

06. Held a tarantula.

07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone.

08. Said I love you and meant it.

09. Hugged a tree.

10. Done a striptease.

11. Bungee jumped.

12. Visited Paris.

13. Watched a lightning storm at sea.

14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise.

15. Seen the Northern Lights.

16. Gone to a huge sports game.

17. Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa.

18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables.

19. Touched an iceberg.

20. Slept under the stars.

21. Changed a babys diaper.

22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon.

23. Watched a meteor shower.

24. Gotten drunk on champagne.

25. Given more than you can afford to charity.

26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope.

27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment.

28. Had a food fight.

29. Bet on a winning horse.

30. Taken a sick day when youre not ill.

31. Asked out a stranger.

32. Had a snowball fight.

33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier.

34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can.

35. Held a lamb.

36. Enacted a favorite fantasy.

37. Taken a midnight skinny dip.

38. Taken an ice cold bath.

39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar.

40. Seen a total eclipse.

41. Ridden a roller coaster.

42. Hit a home run.

43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days.

44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking.

45. Adopted an accent for an entire day.

46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors.

47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment.

48. Had two hard drives for your computer.

49. Visited all 50 states.

50. Loved your job for all accounts.

51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced.

52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied.

53. Had amazing friends.

54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country.

55. Watched wild whales.

56. Stolen a sign.

57. Backpacked in Europe.

58. Taken a road-trip.

59. Rock climbing.

60. Lied to foreign governments official in that country to avoid notice.

61. Midnight walk on the beach.

62. Sky diving.

63. Visited Ireland.

64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love.

65. In a restaurant, sat at a strangers table and had a meal with them.

66. Visited Japan.

67. Benchpressed your own weight.

68. Milked a cow.

69. Alphabetized your records.

70. Pretended to be a superhero.

71. Sung karaoke.

72. Lounged around in bed all day.

73. Posed nude in front of strangers.

74. Scuba diving.

75. Got it on to Lets Get It On"by Marvin Gaye.

76. Kissed in the rain.

77. Played in the mud.

78. Played in the rain.

79. Gone to a drive-in theater.

80. Done something you should regret, but dont regret it.

81. Visited the Great Wall of China.

82. Discovered that someone whos not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog.

83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better.

84. Started a business.

85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken.

86. Toured ancient sites.

87. Taken a martial arts class.

88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman.

89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight.

90. Gotten married.

91. Been in a movie.

92. Crashed a party.

93. Loved someone you shouldnt have.

94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy.

95. Gotten divorced.

96. Had sex at the office.

97. Gone without food for 5 days.

98. Made cookies from scratch.

99. Won first prize in a costume contest.

100. Ridden a gondola in Venice.

101. Gotten a tattoo.

102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on.

103. Rafted the Snake River.

104. Been on television news programs as an expert.

105. Got flowers for no reason.

106. Masturbated in a public place.

107. Got so drunk you dont remember anything.

108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug.

109. Performed on stage.

110. Been to Las Vegas.

111. Recorded music.

112. Eaten shark.

113. Had a one-night stand.

114. Gone to Thailand.

115. Seen Siouxsie live.

116. Bought a house.

117. Been in a combat situation.

118. Buried one/both of your parents.

119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off.

120. Been on a cruise ship.

121. Spoken more than one language fluently.

122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone.

123. Bounced a check.

124. Performed in Rocky Horror.

125. Read - and understood - your credit report.

126. Raised children.

127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.

128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour.

129. Created and named your own constellation of stars.

130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country.

131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did.

132. Called or written your Congress person.

133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over.

134. than once? - More than thrice?

135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge.

136. Sang loudly in the car, and didnt stop when you knew someone was looking.

137. Had an abortion or your female partner did.

138. Had plastic surgery.

139. Survived an accident that you shouldnt have survived.

140. Wrote articles for a large publication.

141. Lost over 100 pounds.

142. Held someone while they were having a flashback.

143. Piloted an airplane.

144. Petted a stingray.

145. Broken someones heart.

146. Helped an animal give birth.

147. Been fired or laid off from a job.

148. Won money on a T.V. game show.

149. Broken a bone.

150. Killed a human being.

151. Gone on an African photo safari.

152. Ridden a motorcycle.

153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph.

154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced.

155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol.

156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild.

157. Ridden a horse.

158. Had major surgery.

159. Had sex on a moving train.

160. Had a snake as a pet.

161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon.

162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing.

163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours.

164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states.

165. Visited all 7 continents.

166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days.

167. Eaten kangaroo meat.

168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground.

169. Been a sperm or egg donor.

170. Eaten sushi.

171. Had your picture in the newspaper.

172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime.

173. Changed someones mind about something you care deeply about.

174. Gotten someone fired for their actions.

175. Gone back to school.

176. Parasailed.

177. Changed your name.

178. Petted a cockroach.

179. Eaten fried green tomatoes.

180. Read The Iliad.

181. Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read.

182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.

183. Gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.

184. Taught yourself an art from scratch.

185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating.

186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt.

187. Skipped all your school reunions.

188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language.

189. Been elected to public office.

190. Written your own computer language.

191. Thought to yourself that youre living your dream.

192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care.

193. Built your own PC from parts.

194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didnt know you.

195. Had a booth at a street fair.

196: Dyed your hair.

197: Been a DJ.

198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal.

199: Written your own role playing game.

200: Been arrested.

201: Had sex on the beach during a lightening storm.

202: Been widowed.

203: Had a threesome

In Other News.
I am bored.
And my house is a mess.
And I keep cleaning it.
And it's not working.
So I'm tired, and so...
Someone come clean my house for me. =]
I'll love you and cuddle you.
Puh-leaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

All the stars are dark.

2006-02-25T07:10:42Z

You are Astrid. What are you? You're too

optimistic for your own good, but for some

reason, it works. You have a lot of strange

fetishes and everything reminds you of

something sexual. You act like a little kid

and make a lot of friends. Masturbation is

probably on your daily agenda. Have fun.

*kisses*

Which Astrid Haven Band Member Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

interesting.

I've not been up to much lately. Been ill a lot. =[
Been hanging out with some friends... Not often though.
Probably not moving ... oh well. I'm okay here for right now.
I donno, there isn't a lot to update about.....
been writing alot. Shitty poems.
Started drawing again recently which I hadn't done in like 8 years...
Not much else.
pets died. lots of 'em.
stomach hurts.
gonna lay down now.

hearts&huggles to all!!!

...

2006-02-20T10:40:18Z

Happy Birthday, Kurt.
Hearts...
Love to all of you whom I have not spoken to in ages.
I'll make another post soon. :]

PS --

like my new layout? ;D

Pictures.

2006-01-27T10:28:10Z

These are the adventures of ...

Sigh and Noodlez.

Episode 1: Noodlez Dies.
Enjoy.

This is Sigh and Noodlez. The kinda guys that make you go, "What the fuck?"

Noodlez practicin' for the boys back at home. Haha! J/k. =]

Noodlez. Being ... Noodlez.

Noodlez thinks he's a rockstar. Not yet, buddy! Keep practicing!

He decides to ba a gangsta. Doesn't quite work.

He tries the "Bible-Burning-Brit" approach ... works nicely.

Then he tries the "Brit-in-a-Box." Not so nice.

He gets his first motorcycle!

And into his first motorcycle accident. Poor Noodlez.

Noodlez tries on Brin's shirt and runs away out of EMBARRASSMENT.

Noodlez gets tired of running and falls on the floor. Crossdresser.

This is Brin; a doll, ain't she? Come home, whore. ♥

Noodlez called for a black hooker and got, a black lab named Hooker. Try again, Noodlez. Haha.

Noodlez fails at life, and tries to kill himself. But fails at that, too.

But we still love you, Noodlez.

Hope you enjoyed. Tune in next time for Episode 2.
Sigh gets his ass beat.

GRRR.

2006-01-13T14:41:35Z

I am ticked. Man. NIN doesn't play their next show in Texas until AFTER I plan to move. AFTER. Why me. =[

I guess I could stay a little longer buuut ... it's not like I have any money anyways.

Speaking of which I need money...fast. Any donations? Or bright ideas on how to get my hands on some quick cash [ legally ]?

merph.